'The loss of education is the loss of the future itself': Palestinian Children and Teachers on Two Years Deprived of Education.

'We seek action, not sympathy'.

Juwayriya Adwan, twelve, al-Mawasi

For the past 24 months since I entered a real classroom. Two years since I heard the school chime at my former school, took my seat and answered questions during my preferred subject. Sometimes I still distinctly recollect the auditory and olfactory sensations: writing residue, pencil shavings, cheerful echoes. But my school no longer exists; it was targeted shortly after the war began. My books were burned, and several classmates lost.

I was in elementary level on 7 October: the concluding day I went to school. That beginning of the day, air raid sirens blared through the passageways. Some pupils sobbed, others clasped palms firmly. Our educator attempted reassurance, but even her voice trembled. I remember hoping for a ordinary day; teaching, recess, a poem recital. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my former reality.

Hostilities have claimed innumerable aspects. But the hardest loss of all is schooling, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.

Now I dwell alongside my mother and father, male relatives and sister in a packed refuge in al-Mawasi. The shelter coverings move with air currents, failing to insulate. We wait in line for sustenance and drinks. Energy access is fantasy and seclusion is unavailable. Optimism seems delicate.

At evening, I observe the stars through the holes of my shelter and question if my friends see the identical heavens. Some contact me when they manage, saying they yearn for classes and have preserved their previous journals; like treasures from a lost world. I feel ashamed because I’ve misplaced all of mine.

I once aspired to pursuing pedagogy to support Gaza’s children acquire knowledge, even when circumstances were difficult. Now I dream of being a reporter – to draft, to talk and to show the world what it signifies to be a child in the Strip. I want to share our experiences of fear and hunger, but also fortitude. Because even amid these conditions, amid death and ruins, our words continue.

When connectivity is available, I endeavor to educate myself online. Other times, I go to a modest shelter where volunteers educate us arithmetic and Arabic. The sessions are brief – the energy supply stops or the bombing resumes but in such times, I feel alive. I recall who I was: the student who cherished arithmetic and verse, who believed education could transform society.

Conflict has claimed innumerable things; our residences, schools and kin. I lost my paternal relative, his spouse, and their young ones. I lost my cherished hometown, Rafah, which is nothing but rubble now. But the most painful deprivation of all is schooling, because that is the loss of the future itself.

To the world, I say this: preserve our aspirations. Compassion isn't enough, we require steps. The youth deserve literature, learning environments and protection. Education is not a luxury, it is a basic right. The territory is not only destruction; it is children who still dream under aerial surveillance at darkness. It is my account and I will persist in composing, even if all I have left is a broken pencil and a fragment of ripped sheet.

'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.

Naglaa Weshah, forty, instructor in al-Bureij camp

I have been teaching in the region for a substantial period. Initially in Khan Younis, then in another location, and presently in the central camp in the central Gaza Strip. Prior to hostilities, I regularly instructed several sets of about fourty pupils per class, almost two hundred forty individuals enthusiastic about knowledge.

Instructing them was my purpose and joy in existence, and I still recall the gleam in a student’s eyes when a knowledge was acquired; the sort of occasion every educator strives for.

I always thought instruction should be vibrant. My teaching space was a area of play, art, and motion. We painted maps, acted out historical events, and turned lessons into stories.

Laughter always permeated the space as curiosity displaced apprehension. Indeed, even prior to conflict, children in Gaza were always afraid. My classroom was a protected zone but after 7 October, the situation transformed.

My school became a refuge for families escaping the aerial attacks. Soon, it was targeted and totally demolished. There are very few educational facilities left standing in Gaza now. For this period, everything has been abnormal. The war has shattered every facet of our reality: safety, homes, learning places, aspirations. Fear and grief are constant companions.

A significant number of my learners are now lost – youth who talked about becoming doctors, creatives, and educators. They were refused even the right to exist. Those who survive endure starvation, displacement and fatigue – and however, they still cling to the desire for education.

Occasionally, when the online access permits, I hear from a handful of them. They contact asking: “How are you, instructor?” We share short messages, miniature instruction, tiny sparks of connection amid the disorder. They question if circumstances will ever revert to standard. I state to them I don’t know.

Throughout this territory, educators, aid workers and non-profits attempt instruction wherever possible: in shelters, damaged classrooms, or crowded shelters. Education has become an gesture of resistance, a way to express: “We persist.” And so long as we persist in education, we will endure.

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